the pillows- boku wa kakera (i’m a broken piece)

from 90′s my life

translation by terra [ ] (c) 2005

Nani ga motomo ka? Boku no atama ja wakaranai kara
Komaku ni sasaru made sakende kurenai ka
Dou shiyou mo nai koto wo zutto ki ni shite bakkari da yo
Kodomo datte mou sukoshi mono wakari ii darou

Ookina MOPPU de hito gomi hakisutete
Futari de nonbiri arukitai na
Aru hazu mo nai deguchi wo sagashi mainichi
Warui byouki sa naorikkonai yo

I’m a broken piece, alone

Umaku ikanai koto ga tsutzuite ki ga kurui-sou da yo
Boku no yarikata ja dare mo mitomenai no sa
Fukure agatte haretsu shi-sou na konna kimochi de
PAZURU no you na sora no shita wo samayotteta

Boku no medama no uroko hagashite yo
Zutto neboketa mama sa ima mo
Tanoshi-sou ni waratteitai kedo
Mou hitori ni jibun ga jama wo suru

I’m a broken piece, alone
What’s normal? I can’t even understand my own mind
Would you scream for me until my eardrums rattle?
I’ve always only liked things you can do nothing about
Even a kid can easily understand a few things

Sweep away the crowd with a big mop
I wanna stroll carefree with you
Searching everyday for an exit that can’t be there
It’s a horrible disease, I just won’t get well

I’m a broken piece, alone

I’ll go insane if things just keep going wrong
No one appreciates the way I do things
Roaming around beneath this puzzle of a sky
It’s like my feelings’ll keep swelling until I explode

Peel the scales off my eyeballs!
I’ve always been half-asleep, even now
I wanna laugh like I’m having fun
But I just annoy myself, alone

I’m a broken piece, alone